Sunday, September 02, 20079:37 AM♥
Hunger at 2am is no joke.
I realised its gon' harm me. Here I am tryin' to cut down, there I was, tryin' to keep myself awake by eatin'. I swear its eatin' me up. That is, school from morning till noon, work from 7pm to 4am, then school again. 11pm is the time when I long for someone who will just slap me across my face. I have no idea how and why on earth I will feel like sleeping when Im workin' at a bar.. When the dj was spinning and blasting... .
Ella ella eh eh eh...
Ay, I cant even recall what I had for meals, who I met, what I did, yea, WHAT THE FCUK I DID. I woke up and I realised i held his damn hands. When nothing was supposed to go on, but hey, out of protection ok? I could have lost my way at that kind of places. The next day, I woke up and I realised I lied on his damn shoulders. The following day, I woke up again and I realised I lied on his damn shoulders. TWICE on different "HIS". Bottomline is, Im just like a drunkard when Im tired. I didnt mean to la. Then again, I woke up and everything changed. He is really in love with her. She isnt that close to me anymore. What happened?
Seriously, I want a proper shoulder to lie on. The one which belongs only to me.