A Nocturnal Reverie

Monday, February 27, 200611:58 PM♥

sis shimin doing touch up for me.

in dressing room making-up for performance.

@ backstage of victoria concert hall with a few china dancers behind, b4 dressing up for performance.
our concert banner above the stage.

ydae,26th,had a performance @ victoria concert hall,along with a dance troupe from china. well,some were nice pple,some were..*Ahem.u know..ok,nvm abt them. was touched that few frens n parents came down to support. @ e point of time when i saw my parents concentrating on me when i was on stage,i felt touched. i knew that i had grown up. they have been taking care of me since i was in my mum's womb..till now. thus,other than being independent now,wad i can do is to let them feel proud of me,as a dancer,n a pianist. thanks to them for who n what i am today. *love mummy daddy. i hope my frens n parents enjoyed our performance ydae..esp halim who didnt understand chi at all,qingqing whom was informed abt my performance @ e very last min,n weihan who paid for her other 3 frens to come along with her,just for me. i admit that i perform nt for the audience,but for my parents,frens n those who came down for intentions. => for me, for the love n passion for chi dance. appreciated once more. thanks to all.
today,i had a 2nd round concert @ vch again. today was for the pri n sec sch students..it was a success. it has been great standing on stage again for ydae n today aftr one n a half years..a gd opportunity n honour,despite the pain,the time,the aches everywhere,n most of all,the poor management of my tcher.so sorry i have to say that.
but this,by right, is my blog anyway.
fianlly,i can wake abit later tml,but no dance doesnt mean nothing at all. rem? i have piano exam soon...so now,wil give my time to paco,my piano.

sorry,had not much time to take more photos for this concert.will do,the next time round.

Saturday, February 18, 20061:26 AM♥

hi all,so far so good. last performance for chingay @heartland,jurong. was requested to be on the float today with 3 other trainers,as mentioned before. GREAT experience,SOMETHING NOT EVERYONE WILL HAVE THAT CHANCE TO PERFORM UP THERE.. reported @ gombak station at abt 5.30. interacted with the residents there...and fianlly,e float left near 7 for out float parade route. frm gombak,to batok,almost all the streets n avenues. then to jurong,a lil bit of boon lay,then to tamah jurong. abt 2 hours plus on the float,waving,dancing..all the residents were DAMN warm hearted,some even danced according to music.count myself a lucky poodle cos i gt to perform on e road b4,n today,on the float. both rare experiences..today was unique.i felt as thou i was the center of attraction. esp our float was the first to lead.costumes does make a huge diff. 2 hours on the float wasnt boring at all.really had fun with e 3 other trainers. ryan n varian were ushers @ tamah jurong,nice to have see em there as well.weihun went,but e showed ended. sorry. a waste.

SOMETHING ONCE IN A LIFETIME...chingay,2006.

Friday, February 17, 200612:30 AM♥

o level results are alot better than the previous one. thanks to all whom have contributed. but a sad thing,i cant get into tourism in poly. BECAUSE the cop is too low,for me.courses offered were not my forte,thus im headg to shatec. obviously,tourism management. thank every god above for my family includg my cousins n frens are all v supportive. *proud. i can really see myself in this line. i wanna go far,all the way to a degree in toursim. watch out.i wudnt dare say things that im half hearted. just like i wudnt dare to say i can pass my o levels for sure. so that day,went down to sch for interview. then along came this guy,an adminstrator of shatec. he sat down n spoke to me,asked if i have any doubts.then he saw my profile n application form n smiled. so i thought that was a good sign. but actually i wasnt waiting for him,i was anxiously waiting for my interview..
he then asked " why do u choose tourism?" .
"tourism is something i wanted to do since young. honestly i wanted nursing,but theres still a lil fear in it,so i thought tourism suits me alot better. n since i have been workg in a high end boutique,i realised i love meeting n observing all kinds of pple from diff parts of the world. happy to serve pple esp when they leave the shop with this 2 words "good service!" ,it just make my day. more over,i love travelling n thus it wud be a life skill for me. i love talking so tourism is me. " i assured that guy. (guess y i rem wad i said? its because i knew someone will ask me this.so i prepared that ans.)
THEN he asked no more. but the next thing he did really managed to shocked me. he wrote something on my profile,the comments session.
i asked,"sir,is this the interview?"
he said,"yes of course" followed by a loud laughter.
so embarrassing.....even my mum was shocked. she said i handled it well. if not there wud be more than one question.

yea,it was good. now jus hope i get a vacancy.

today received a msg from one of the upper hand in chingay. was told that this sat chingay @ heartland,i will be on float instead of the road.. with 3 other trainers. 4 diff species..glad or sad? still ok. because a diff experience..though cant get to dance with partner. last chingay performance. will definitely give out my best shot. n weihan had taped down ch 8 chingay live for me.cant wait to watch. she caught me on 3 scenes..n she asked if i bribed the camera man..wad a thing to say! so tml will be chi dance n piano. n sat,chingay. mummy n daddy leaving me for thai again tml..any liquor order?

p.s: chi dance performance @ victoria concert hall. 26th n 27th.8pm.do support.

good night.

Wednesday, February 08, 200611:34 PM♥

at this point of time,i really feel like going to the bathroom n pee...*oops. but once i leave this com,i will nv be back.so better update first before its farewell. havent been updating due to the tight schedule im havg. though chingaY is over,im still suffering badly from that kind of sickness called "tiredness". now,mon work tue piano n work wed work thurs work fri chi dance sat piano sun chi dance. btw,my gr 8 piano exam date is coming out.heard that it will be between 22nd mar to first wk of april..n hell! this fri my piano tcher gon' test me on scales,in similar n in contrary motions as well.. i cant get em into my mind....how? i dread scales the most. i rather play ten times my exam pieces. but by hook or by crook,a merit.
chi dance. went to join sis for dance tt day.. the next day,like pregnant woman n old woman. here cannot bend,there cannot reach. stretched too hard. luckily wasnt asked to do splits or london bridge. n heard that this sunday there will be a performance! too serious too soon...by then i had only attend 3 lessons,n then performance?! but is challenging. :)
another chi dance performance @ victoria.26th n 27th. lookg forward.long gone the days i danced on stage..*whistle.

n here are some bad news or rumours u call that..(any that makes u feel better)
o levels:
1).90% failed to interpret eng paper 1 speech question.(i think im one of them.shit.)
2).70% failed social studies. (real or not? but i have a lousy credit of c5. so saved.)
3).E maths.instead of 75 marks for A1,its 93.(not too fair..i just want a c6. does it mean i will be getting an e8?).
4).YOU SHOULD BE PRAYING or CHANTING for me n rest who took o levels last year. pls.

if i fail.....

P.S:valentine's never really happened for me. perhaps,this year as well. but im fine with it.