A Nocturnal Reverie

Friday, January 27, 20063:40 AM♥

thurs wasnt gd. was supposed to work but requested to work @ 12 instead. then i decided to change my everyday routine,takg the train instead of the bus. i regretted,as i was late. i took the red line. human traffic contributed to my late-coming too..sigh. then when i gt dressed up for work,supervisor denah told me tt e other supervisor's mum had left this world..my heart sank. though i didnt know who her mum was. part of my sadness were because of my sup. she goes for work everyday despite her "night shift" @ e hosp. b4 her mum left,she confided in me. tellg me how serious her mum's condition was. tt the doctor didnt hav much choice either. n just 2 days later,she was gone. miss gek loved her mum,well who doesnt. but none of them in e family wanted to end,this soon. her mum last few sentences was "i dont wan to leave yet'. so tts e distressing part. i no longer know wad to say to gek..will be attending her mum's funeral march off latr to e crematorium. have been attending so many funerals.. i hate to ask "why cant we live forever or choose to die the way we want? "sigh.
also,thurs's customers are all nasty. either they tink tt money is everythg or they don hav the money to buy but they still wan it...bargaining all the way.
so tts all abt thurs.
today aftr wake,meetg young sis for movies n furnitures shoppg @ none other than ikea.
enjoy your off day jocelyn. (^-^*)

Thursday, January 26, 20062:38 AM♥

exhausted.its already thurs.midnight but im blogging.ya y not..since im online.wednesday,just a few hrs ago,i was @ pa. training for chingay.so we got our block tshirts.simple and nice.but wendy was upset with it..she thought tt the logo was small.but to me,n the rest,we reali don see anythg wrng with it.oh ya,btw wendy was e one who helped us with e tees..so sweet of her.thanks wendy for e great effort n contributions uve made for our blk D.training is gettg more exciting..sprits are gng higher n higher. because 4th of feb (actual chingay) is jus ard the corner. well last sat was full dress rehearsal but it didnt reali go well. so,we gt all the unpleasant feedbacks. disheartened,but we are workg on it. n trust me,it wud be a success. dare to look down? we shall see. oh ya,havent reali mentioned wad our performance is all abt. so here it is..we are e OPENING dance group. meaning,FIRST grp to start off the dance items. some will dress up in dog costumes,face painted exactly like a dog,some are humans,the dogs' partners. the dogs are poodle,chihuahua,dalmantions (is that how u spell tt?) n hush puppies.im POODLE.will be takg a pic soon to show..i reali looked like a dog. the face..even some of my frens don even recognise me.since the day i saw myself lookg like a dog,dancing like a dog,i guess im startg to like dogs n appreciate em.provided they don bark..*laugh. well,which dog doesnt. the rest,watch it on live on e 4th. or c u @ orchard. watch out for the gd show. "who let the dogs out? who! who! who! who!"..*bark.