Thursday, May 31, 20078:29 AM♥
Basically, all my friends had plans for zouk and mos. Not my type of place, especially when i know its gon' be crowded on that night itself, i decided to hang out with jeremy yeo ziyang ( i like his chinese name ) and gan boon seng. :) Off we went to bluecoral & crystalbelle. They are pubs located in chinatown. We sang, we gambled, we drank vodka ribena & singleton. The vodka ribena tasted more like ribena, and the singleton was kinda too strong for me that i went off feeling alil tipsy. Still, i enjoyed so much that night. If only samm could join me.. I tell u, it would be one of the best night ever.
ONLY SINGLES DRINK SINGLETON. ;)
Tuesday, May 29, 20079:55 PM♥
Random.
Why does sunshine brings lightness to soul and heart, but the storm clouds remind us of things torn apart? For me, in both i found joy, in both i have had pain. I cried in the sunshine but i danced in the rain. Well, this is not the focus of the entry. Honestly, Ive been feeling out of place, somewhere nobody know of. People around just know how to blame, people just love to err wilfully, people just like going around fucking one another like no other peoples business. Recently, the people around me started to use my name. I had enough of the fake likings and i do not need pretension. Yes, hearts maybe totally broken when words go unspoken, but if ure not honest or kind with your words, why dont you just shut up ? Apart from pretenders, ive been really really really busy with so many things. Till the extend that i actually neglected quite a number of people. I know I havent been replying smses, emails, msn-messages, greeting cards, and calls but I do appreciate all the concern. Im not playing mia-ing. Pardon me, I just need the time to do the things that needs to be done. And so, I thank those people who understand. I maybe quieter now adays, but this doesnt mean Im at my world's end. Sometimes it is another side of me only known to those who really knows me.. There's no need for an explanation here.
Why does sunshine brings lightness to soul and heart, but the storm clouds remind us of things torn apart? For me, in both i found joy, in both i have had pain. I cried in the sunshine but i danced in the rain. Well, this is not the focus of the entry. Honestly, Ive been feeling out of place, somewhere nobody know of. People around just know how to blame, people just love to err wilfully, people just like going around fucking one another like no other peoples business. Recently, the people around me started to use my name. I had enough of the fake likings and i do not need pretension. Yes, hearts maybe totally broken when words go unspoken, but if ure not honest or kind with your words, why dont you just shut up ? Apart from pretenders, ive been really really really busy with so many things. Till the extend that i actually neglected quite a number of people. I know I havent been replying smses, emails, msn-messages, greeting cards, and calls but I do appreciate all the concern. Im not playing mia-ing. Pardon me, I just need the time to do the things that needs to be done. And so, I thank those people who understand. I maybe quieter now adays, but this doesnt mean Im at my world's end. Sometimes it is another side of me only known to those who really knows me.. There's no need for an explanation here.
But wait a minute, life will be back on track, merry days too.
A classmate of mine, says, " If u know the real world, u will go crazy. "Now, ive lost the "aloha" feelings. Good-bye ( i gotta go get some air ).
A classmate of mine, says, " If u know the real world, u will go crazy. "Now, ive lost the "aloha" feelings. Good-bye ( i gotta go get some air ).
Labels: LOST
Monday, May 28, 20078:18 AM♥
The meetup was as sweet as the drinks. I couldnt get enough of it..
i Look dumb. ala, who cares? 
LOVE make this girl turn into a pretty lady..
Happy :)
SURPRISE ! We got the whole of Swesen group to sing her a birthday song ! 
So tell me, how can we not remember an important occasion like such? NEVER. Monday blues just went away. And if one realises, there is no trick to get cousins to sit still, even real quick? No. One giggles, one wiggles, & then we all tug on another. :)
Sunday, May 27, 200710:27 PM♥
If peace can stay this way..
If confusion is this beautiful.. Thursday, May 24, 20072:13 AM♥
Bok looked really pro when he was the bartender. :) He did fruit punch.
Labels: HORIZONS
Monday, May 21, 20075:27 PM♥
I think 120 have to be careful when crossing or walking.
I think 540 have to be careful when speaking.
I think you don't know what i'm talking.
~ what only~
Thursday, May 17, 20074:58 PM♥
safti night wash-up.
look how tired..
lucky i had them.
Im finally taking out some time to share whatever shits that happened to me for the past week or so. Within 7 days, i got to do wash-up for safti till late, i got myself injured somehow, got taken advantage, got cheated, got to do a paper which i didnt prepare much for ( well, at least i know Tivoli garden cos' ive been there. ) and know what, i was slapped hard at the heart today. " He's nice" and so i thought. DAMN, too good to be true and so others thought.. True enough, everythings out. It is as mysterious and unsettling, now you see it, now you don't and, incidentally, as funny as anything he has ever done. I cannot remember being taken aback more often, at so many unpredictable moments, and i will try, in describing it, to spoil as few of the surprises as possible. Actually, ive got nothing much left to say. Just disappointments that ive been putting good words for him in front of others but he turns out to be a player or as expected. And you know what, im the toy, the dumbbell, being tossed in the insane asylum, yet again.
Blame my foolishness. Laugh hard.
so c'mon lets sing " i see your true colors.."
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TP tester said, " you stupid girl, you silly girl.." He fooled me too, cos i passed. Alright there were 14 candidates, only 4 made it, thanks to dad im one & im e only private candidate. It was my first attempt :) Special thanks to so many others who've been there.. And Im gon drive this person out to watch the ship in the sky and maybe climb the ropes up high.. He gave me his fullest support in lotsa ways.
ok conclusion is, i can drive legally now.
ok conclusion is, i can drive legally now.
And if u dont mind, i shall be alone for now.
Shits always happen. More for me.
Saturday, May 05, 20073:57 AM♥
Dearest xx,
Though distance may seem insatiable, we all definitely have you in our hearts. And so for me, its another day twice blessed. Its more than a bliss that ure not just another friend. We share a common boundary line, the line called FAMILY. Amid all, this day must bring you happy tears, beyond what years u may recall, please feel the fortune of your years. Rhymes yea? HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
XX is the one in the middle.
The 3 sisters.
xx and boyfriend. ;) She's the one who was with me the day when my maths was known to be an f9 for the olevels. She's the one who acknowledges all our weaknesses and also the one who supported us even when we strayed.. Right till today, she still has my respect. We watched one another grow, we knew about our pasts yet never had the courage to bring it up.. Finally, with no permission from her, i still decided to tell her story. One that we all should at least reflect over and learn from. xx was known to be good for nothing. She skipped school and made everyone look for her.. In her rebellious year, she made only mistakes and there was almost nothing to praise about. She probably hated books and thus ended up in the normal academic stream. Members within ourselves looked down further and see no future. When we were young, our parents would have stopped us from mixing around with a girl like her (not mine though). Every adult within our own loved to do comparison and bad enough, she always get the label of girl-who-skipped-school. Years went by and she finally got enlightened. Not going to waste her youth away, she put in effort in her academic and got herself into a decent course in the polytechnic. She proved herself right. Presently, she is one of the district leader of ssa, and also one of the most capable employee in her department. Being a promising & trusted employee, she is now in Germany for a business trip which is being paid for. ;) 22 years of age but doing so good. This tells us that everyone/ anyone can change for the better. ITE isnt good for nothing too. The world still depend on people from such institutions. An ex-convict should be forgiven. It isnt a matter of time, surroundings or environment. It is a matter of yourself. All individuals experience change at various stages of their lives. Xx changed. Ive crossed the line too.. Things i had to leave, i left behind. An unexamined life is not worth living. Changing for the better begins with thought. Simple right? Start today.
Also, forgive yourself, forgive others.
Its easier knowing who's to blame,
but in the end it is us to be blamed.
Labels: xingxian
Friday, May 04, 200710:58 PM♥
Ok, fess'up. Skipped school and went to k.l with my parents as planned. Let me just put it in a better way. I was excused from school. :) whee. So below are some random pictures.. & u may ask how's my trip? GOOD is the key. We slacked, we ate, we slept, we shopped, we roamed and we grew fat. Visited Chinatown, times square, mid valley, some big mall next to TV3 station, and last but not least, my other home street, BRICKFIELDS- the so called little india there.. We were fortunate dad was around to show us the place. He walks like a Malaysian. ;)
Now welcome to my house ! Mind you, the furnitures are not ready yet.
20th floor is freaky high. FOR ME.
TEMPORARY bed.
brickfields at night.
Dont say i'm racist. i do love indians. Someone like him.
Mum's new suit. Too much of brickfields maybe.. 
Revising his dance steps in the hotel room.
GYM. Acted like he knows how to use the equipments. Boo..
Sorry, but that is all. Sometimes u just want to leave everything aside, even the camera so that u can really enjoy with nothing on hands.. Call me guilty as i didnt want to head home...ok, *GUILTY* . Nevertheless, it was good to receive msgs/calls from people like u-know-who-u-are when i reached spore, i appreciate. Thomas especially. It was so much nicer to hear my results from u.. Thank you. :0)
Labels: malaysia truly asia