Its gon' be very disappointing if you hear this coming from me. I took mc for today again. Honestly, I didnt mean to. I was careless, as my hp was not set out from vibration mode, thus this explains why the alarm was totally redundant. Anyway, I could only tell the doctor I had a very strong headache..What shocked me was, she actually detected that I had sore throat, slight cold so and so. In the end, I was told to have more rest as I'm sick. Still, I made my way to the war front (school), to discuss a few things for all the upcoming events. Damn, I was feeling fucking miserable. Like, there's no more faces I want to see, like nothing tastes good anymore, like I wanted to get my ass out of the place as quickly as possible. You must be thinking why I cannot face things like that? Many places out there are worst than this place, why cant I take such hardships? Like, this isnt the first time. You want to tell me TO GROW right? Well, this is the only place I have to handle such complexity. I dont get this from anywhere else. Humans come across as the hardest thing to deal with, not even money..When problems strike on them, they pull you in and make you struggle along. This is the time when " I will be there for you." means nothing anymore. This is the time when "Action speaks louder than words" means everything. School is school and trust me, I hate school. But, I will never let this feeling get to my performance for school work. I'm lousy with emotions, but I still want to be capable with work.

Wont be back here anytime soon.
Tues-Fri, school in the day to noon,
work from 5pm to 2am after that.