Tuesday, May 29, 20079:55 PM♥
Random.
Why does sunshine brings lightness to soul and heart, but the storm clouds remind us of things torn apart? For me, in both i found joy, in both i have had pain. I cried in the sunshine but i danced in the rain. Well, this is not the focus of the entry. Honestly, Ive been feeling out of place, somewhere nobody know of. People around just know how to blame, people just love to err wilfully, people just like going around fucking one another like no other peoples business. Recently, the people around me started to use my name. I had enough of the fake likings and i do not need pretension. Yes, hearts maybe totally broken when words go unspoken, but if ure not honest or kind with your words, why dont you just shut up ? Apart from pretenders, ive been really really really busy with so many things. Till the extend that i actually neglected quite a number of people. I know I havent been replying smses, emails, msn-messages, greeting cards, and calls but I do appreciate all the concern. Im not playing mia-ing. Pardon me, I just need the time to do the things that needs to be done. And so, I thank those people who understand. I maybe quieter now adays, but this doesnt mean Im at my world's end. Sometimes it is another side of me only known to those who really knows me.. There's no need for an explanation here.
Why does sunshine brings lightness to soul and heart, but the storm clouds remind us of things torn apart? For me, in both i found joy, in both i have had pain. I cried in the sunshine but i danced in the rain. Well, this is not the focus of the entry. Honestly, Ive been feeling out of place, somewhere nobody know of. People around just know how to blame, people just love to err wilfully, people just like going around fucking one another like no other peoples business. Recently, the people around me started to use my name. I had enough of the fake likings and i do not need pretension. Yes, hearts maybe totally broken when words go unspoken, but if ure not honest or kind with your words, why dont you just shut up ? Apart from pretenders, ive been really really really busy with so many things. Till the extend that i actually neglected quite a number of people. I know I havent been replying smses, emails, msn-messages, greeting cards, and calls but I do appreciate all the concern. Im not playing mia-ing. Pardon me, I just need the time to do the things that needs to be done. And so, I thank those people who understand. I maybe quieter now adays, but this doesnt mean Im at my world's end. Sometimes it is another side of me only known to those who really knows me.. There's no need for an explanation here.
But wait a minute, life will be back on track, merry days too.
A classmate of mine, says, " If u know the real world, u will go crazy. "Now, ive lost the "aloha" feelings. Good-bye ( i gotta go get some air ).
A classmate of mine, says, " If u know the real world, u will go crazy. "Now, ive lost the "aloha" feelings. Good-bye ( i gotta go get some air ).
Labels: LOST