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Sunday, December 31, 20065:37 AM
this is entirely for jane. girl, never say u didnt cherish it. nothing is too late.

i looked upon your entry at 3:42am and i became all awake. it isnt so because of what uve said. but i failed to keep u living in it. from young, we took part in most of the events. from "boys and girls" to future division activites, to YCF. sometimes, i wondered, if things were smooth for us durin' ycf, will u stay the same?

girl, i know the meanin' when u said,
"sometimes i really depend on it, sometimes i really heck care, sometimes i believe in it".
the time when u depended on it is the time when u feel troubled.
the time when u really heck care is the time when nothing is so wrong, while nothing is so right either. when everything seems to be uphill..
the time when u believe in it is the time when your prayers were answered or uve seen it happened. when the miracles were shown.n when u saw the magic.

well, u were never wrong to think this way. its practical.
nevertheless, u might want to know the true meanin' about kosen rufu and e gohonzon.
kosen rufu is to lead others to happiness by sharin' and teachin' or in any means, tell the others abt the mystic law, nmhrgk. while, the gohonzon is like a mirror with which we do human revolution when chantin' in front of it. so why-the-heck am i tellin' u these?

reflect on how ecstatic u became when your customers sent praises towards your f&b services, think of how excited u were when u see your customers smiled and how comforted u were when u learnt that i really loved your christmas gift and all the efforts. resemblin' that, im confident that u will be happy when u bring/see others on the right path, firstly by havin' the faith in yourself, and then sharin' with others, leadin' them towards happiness..

and did your mum ever asked u to kneel down in front of the gohonzon when u did somethin' wrong, even if it was just all about stealin' a lil cookie in the jar in the middle of e night?
my mum once told douglas to be on his knees in front of the gohonzon when he once skipped his tuition class. couldnt comprehend why, i asked her, "mum, what has that got to do with kneeling down in front the the gohonzon? "
she said, " it is a mirror. while chantin' in front it, u are doin' human revolution, where all that u have done, be it right or wrong will be reminded of. the rights remain and improved while the wrongs be eliminated. douglas got to reflect and to become a better person".


so darlin', sometimes u dont have to chant only when u need that somethin'. chant for the continous improvement, for the good deeds u have done, to reflect on all your wrong doings, for the happiness of all the people around u, also, peace in the world.u may start to ask, why pray for world peace when certain countries still at war? let me tell u this..we have to chant to FIND INNER PEACE WITHIN OURSELVES FIRST. everythin' starts from individual potential and world peace equalise to human revolution. we have more than 12 million people chanting everyday, so why cant it happen? to add on, all the good things wont come to an end if u participate in gakkai activities. you will definitely achieve a breakthrough. take me as a very good example.

i backslided in faith when i joined hks. i became another person. failed o levels, acted like a nomad (this maybe u didnt know) and went around telling people boastfully " HEY THERE, I AM A FREE-THINKER. NO RELIGION! ". so yes, in returned, i became worst and got all the shits. everything went trudgin' down. everything went so wrong. u can see/hear me cryin' everywhere, every fortnight, maybe everyday. even at public..but hey, things became better after i joined chingay.i didnt wait for the benefits. they just came naturally.. i got better wages compared to my friends, i got recognised by my seniors at work, i got the respect from people, got headhunted by other big bosses around, got my grade 8 cert on first attempt when i honestly sucked at the exam hall,while the rest failed and some still tryin' hard now..then,i got a better cert for o levels, got into shatec though i had poly(s) to go to ( i chanted for a direction), based on my interests and my ambitions. And now, im doing better than i have expected.

about my family.. u know about the incident just few years ago.. less than a month, everything became back to normal. then look at my elder bro. he joined the vanguards of ssa. he's so much better now in person, and in his factors of life. so much that, his n.s is going on well, so much that he will bid us goodbye for his degree in aerospace in america next year..(when he had only an IT diploma cert taken in spore).

right now, i still do face misfortunes, but im proud to say that i have a clearer wisdom to solve them.. im therefore much happier now. as u can see.. everthing is right in front of u. u have a gohonzon at home.. open your bedroom door, then face right. OR walk out from your study room and turn left. there it is. keep in mind those who wants to chant so much, but they cant afford one, or they have disagreements/disputes within their families.. (one chant,the other dont) .So, arent we fortuante babe? im not doing this for shakubuku. im here for u because i know u wont give up. as ive said, together, we've come so far. look at how our families are.we are fortune babies.. we came to know nmhrgk before we learnt how to walk. but seriously, just believin' in it is not sufficient. u have to live in it.u have to keep that faith. only then can u see it.. as long as u simply have faith, u will get there. no matter what happen, you wont feel any fear or regret. and i hope that by chantin' sonorously and with confident faith, you will bravely win for yourself a life of happiness.. faith is what makes this possible. 2007 is here. with hope and courage, let us together create a new breakthrough in our advance in the months ahead..! ;)

my love, we've grown up together. 18 years and still countin'. as much as im havin' e good, i wanna share em with u too.. i want u to be as happy as i am. u see me grow, come follow my footsteps.. we'll grow together once more. remember, hope cost nothing; it is free. yet, it is life's most valuable treasure.

here i share with you and the rest here, THE ABUNDANCE OF LIFE by Daisaku Ikeda (1974) :

today i rededicate my life to kosen rufu.
to be strong so that nothing can upset the peace of mind.
to talk health, happiness and hope to every person i meet,
to make friend and feel that there is something good and beautiful in them.
to look at the sunny side of everything and to be optimistic about them
to think of only the best, work towards doing and expecting only the best.
to be just as happy about the success of others as i am about my own.
to forget mistakes of the past and to press forward to greater achievements in the future.
to give so much time to improve myself, that i have no time to criticise others.
to be too strong for fear, too kind for anger and too happy for worry.
to lift my heart in faith each day so that gohonzon may show forth in my life.

i'm not stayin' up till 5:36 am for nothin'. just for u girl, im doin' this.










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AboutY


Love travelling,
Love long journeys.
Excuse me, i'm just afraid of animals,
Whoever said i hate them?
Yes, i dislike chocolates,
But it doesnt mean i will never touch em.
And, laugh as loud as you want,
Cos' u know what,
Ive height phobia.
So ?





Can she have em' all?Y

samsung E870
a pass in gr eight piano
nintendo DS lite
samsung mp3 player YP-U3,
nice looking adidas jacket,
brazil,maldives,
dubai,austria,
venice,vienna.
health & happiness to all




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