A Nocturnal Reverie

Tuesday, December 12, 20069:45 PM♥

she was the one.
when i smell trouble and needed help, she will talk to me. no matter im right or wrong, she stands by me. when i had doubts regarding my studies, she will find a way to let me understand better. when she stayed over, she didnt mind not-sleeping on the bed. during our "o" levels, i made her a cup of coffee during the wee hours. it was my first time doing it. it tasted worst-than-anything-else. still, she drank it. because of her, i ran around verde crescent around 4 something in the morning. we struggled through together.. that was one of the worst part of life i ever had. but that is also one of the best thing in life that happened to me, together with her. during school, we often shared our food. we talked about everything, from head to toe. from teachers, students, classmates, not forgetting mary bay. waiting for friends like her outside the npcc room can seem to be "a watched pot never boils" feeling, still, i enjoyed waiting. and because she was from home econs, i often had the chance to taste her cooking. then, i remembered, i was on bad terms with mr. a but she was there.. i cried, she comforted me. i threw my tantrums, she didnt ignore me. i was not myself, but she still didnt leave. fell sick one day, was staying alone and she was the one... went to see the doctor with me, went home with me n took care of me. she even bought something for me to fill my stomach beforei can take the medicine. (remember vividly, it was crabmeat pizza). when i was bored, i will ask her out, n there we went, jalan jalan around jurong.
finally, we graduated.

we went different ways.. still, tried all means to contact each other. when i need help on certain things, i will definitely contact her, and there she will be. 05 birthday, she helped me to marinate the food.. her parents too. she did alot for me. when i was busy at the party, she stayed at the pit. helped me carry things around..all sorts of things she had done for me, i never did forget. neither did i really show her my appreciation.. is that why she went away?06 birthday, we met. she was the culprit who brought us all around to somewhere, where i think it didnt exist. now,out of a sudden, im being ignored. if she was someone whom i didnt bother n love, i wudnt even want to ask her why. she failed to explain the reasons to me. i thought this kinda friendship problems will not happen to me. now, it happened. all i can say is, im very hurt. by keeping quiet, it doesnt help. just wanna take this chance to thank her and show i really did appreciate whatever things she had done. my parents likes her too.. thats not the reason why im here. but for myself, i still wanna keep u. thats why.