• 11/12- with SAMM CHU. haha, pepperlunch and posing time. after which, gluttons again with the same old people. thomas, i'll see ya there. ali baba too.
• 12/12- kevin & stephanie.
• 13/12- scc. driving. party.
• 14/12-scc. cousins, hopefully.
• 15/12- silly min and i'll try to find weihun. ( i really miss both of u)
• 16/12- kenshu camp.
• 17/12- egypt
• 30/12- desaru, KL. (not too sure when im coming back)

oh yes, i went to allson hotel to spend some time with my parents today.that was after roy's place. we had dinner there then went to the lounge. i finally braved up and shared one of my problems im havin' .. i asked them for opinions.. and asked if the problem lies on me. one reason i trust telling everything to them is because, they give frank opinions. they correct me, they reassure me. this time, my dad did the talking. he told me, " EVENTUALLY. u know what's the meaning of eventually? EVENTUALLY, u will know the real world. all the problems u're facing now is just the beginning. eventually, u will know the real cruel side of humans".

i was on the verge to cry..

i didnt want to part with some people.

i didnt want to see the real side of them.

i didnt want to get out to the real world.

i DONT want to be misunderstood, but UNDERSTOOD.

my dad went on, " u dont have to be sad over this. as long as we know, u are right in this matter, as long as we know, u are not that kind of girl, as long as we know, YOU ARE OUR ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER." and when he was done, he gave a lil pat on my head.

they have been really supportive. since the day i failed my maths,the day i failed my o levels,the day when i failed my gr 5..and the day when my friends took advantages of me. till today. so EVENTUALLY,im the one who chooses my own path,who will stay and who will go.

he said," eventually, everything will be ok."

love them lots.