A Nocturnal Reverie

Wednesday, November 08, 20069:42 PM♥

i like this day;i like that sky of steel;i like the sternness and stillness of the world under this frost. but i dont think i like u. if i ever have the courage to,i will say it into ur bloody look-young-but-not-young-face. i tell you - and u may mark my words - you will come some day to a craggy state, where the whole of ur life's stream will be broken up into whirl and tumult, foam and noise : either u will be dashed into atoms on crag points, or lifted up and borne on by some master-wave into a calmer current - as i am now. reflect.

as a male,according to your age,should be matured enough, disappoints me. always showing the kind of faces yet not explaining why. when ure high,u smile like an idiot. when ure not, u fuck everyone upside down. and i mean EVERYONE.pointing middle finger with real bad intentions when others had good intentions in wishing u well.. then,afraid of somethings,u apologised.forgiven,u went back to old self. full of shit-pride,u think u can conquer all,then why arent ur results showing? u claim all the credits but wheres ur wits? am i making it obvious who the devil are u? call us names when we've done nothing wrong to u.. say u hate this hate that hate her hate him hate them... dont be surprised they hate u too. worried that i will be knifed by my frens? perhaps not. im worried about u instead. i thought u were loyal.. not now. after all ,what u shared with me were all gossips about everyone else, even ur bros. what a thing to do. seriously, theres too much if i were to comment everything about u. nv have i seen a person like u. so why are there still ppl ard u? easy.. they already accepted your bad-self.. oh my,isnt it sad that way. by the way, enough of all ur sarcasms to me. calling me short, criticising about my friends,my dialect and so on.. u alwys have things to say about others, so why dont u look into the mirror and ask urself " how great am i?"

often,we pple have to reflect before we can critique about others. honestly,i did, before i made up my mind to blog this. because,i realised,i have none of the above. im not a devil. deceit is indeed a sad fault in u.

then,i resolved to pioneer my way through difficulty..telling myself : aftr this entry,im not going to get upset by u anymore.
im just worn out with the torture of thought that u think u are alwys right.
though i think u will never pass by this "low class",lousy english blog,still,everything in this entry is for u. cousin xx said," nice appearance but without a soul",to me, u have none of the two. start searching ur soul...
and stop pointing ur middle finger(s) or any other provocative gestures.