A Nocturnal Reverie

Thursday, September 21, 20064:47 PM♥

let me get emo once in a while.
i hope im not in deep shit.

well,got to chat with mr.aussie,kev.i asked him,"possible to get married despite difference in races and religions?"

We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
ya
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
marriage with chicken happened before
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
why races and religion cannot

oh well,interesting answer.*clap*

J A W S says:
possible if parents dont like the other party race
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
oh
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
then abit troublesome lo
J A W S says:
ya
J A W S says:
so ......

We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
sheesh
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
so is he a malay?
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
or indian le
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
omg.. u brought a vietnamese guy home?
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
i gtg
We become the maker of our fate when we stop being the prophet. says:
sorry

mr kev. getting more like russell peter? hmpf!

erm,i just thought of that question. if i were the jocelyn all knew frm 02-05,i would probably have the ans to myself. and the ans would be" i dont bother abt race and religion,rship can be maintained".THEN- fell in love with a malay guy and dare say that the life we've been through will nv be experienced by all. the story cannot be written down by words,neither can it be told just-like-that.told many; rship can be maintained despite diffs in races n religions,mine didnt.i have my very own religion now. as some may know,things didnt turned out the way we all wanted,365 days a year of raining season,360 days on rocks. how was i going to feel blessed?

2002-2005 a.k.a the great depression.

one year later. NOW-still in contact,he wished to be with me still,but something,or in fact alot of things, held me back. it was the past. he wasnt confident in himself,yet he still wanted to keep me. and to think of it,he easily allowed another party to get into us,till i was called "the third party". her vs me vying for him? wrong. i chose not to believe any sides,took my own stand n ended the drama. so now,if "u" are reading,give me up if u know u cant make me happy. leave me alone if u want the sunny season....is it really possible for a malay and a chinese? think abt this. till thens,when u guys are truly confident in urself n in us. if not,NEVER PLAY WITH A GIRL'S HEART. we aint dolls u know?!

drama? well,its just another short story told by a lil strong girl who had been through that lot.like it or leave this place.