Wednesday, July 12, 200611:56 PM♥
i miss tell(scandinavia driver).
he has gone missing.
used to email me everyday.
used to msn everytime we were online.
used to send me e-cards when he is busy.....
now,he is gone.
but i stil email him,hoping that he is just busy travelling,hopg tt he has lost his laptop bt wil gt bck to me soon..bt more than 6 mths had passed.rumours said tt he has been killed in a snow storm in sweden last winter..dont dare to believe it.can i not face it? aftr al we arent suppose to believe in rumours are we? but obviously,i know he is not safe. hw busy cn he be till there's no more e-cards for mths alrdy. promised to visit me in jan,bt no notifications at al. btw,tell is e one just beside me in e pic.to travel right up to e largest glacier on e european mainland,one hve to take a long ride up by the slopes..its realy realy high up there.....jst like going up the genting highlands without a car,bt a tram uncovered at e top n side.tis colossal of ice covers an area of abt 480 sq km n is up to 400m deep in some places. actual glacier plateau on which is begins lies 1700 metres above sea level..formed 2500 years ago...enough abt e history.wen i ws there,i told my tourmates im nt gng up. everybody knows i hv height phobia..family mem accepted it as they knw hw serious my condition was.bt then tell was so kind enough tt he held my hand n took me onto the tram.i couldnt resist as e nxt thing i knew,i was seated by his side already. he told my dad" i'll go up with ur daughter". we were to go up in groups..as a tram only allow 4 pax. so i was left in trusted hands. he gave me tt sense of security i needed..(not tt dad could give,bt he has height phobia too) n then,boom! "we've reachd." tell said. i ws happy i made it. lookg down,i ws so shockd i had travelled so high up. normal days at e hotel,we would wash his bus tog,eat n talk tog..14 days travellg with tell made my scandinavia trip a more than e midnight sun & glacier experience...we were a happy family. he's more than a driver to me. im lost.. hw cn i ever hv him back?when e only way to gt in touch with him was his email address. when he is at e other side of the world..when my sun rises,n his sun sets...
simply miss him...