A Nocturnal Reverie

Sunday, July 02, 20061:36 PM♥

the expected winner of world cup,brazil,is out.
the all-time favourite,england,is out.
the better team this year,argentina,is out.
ukraine,as expected to lose,is out.

thus,i declare,that my world cup fever had officially stepped down. after all,i tried to convince myself,that the world cup is after all,a game,without singapore as participant. so y care?

at the banquet yesterday....

"whats your name huh?" captain asked the new girl.
"you ming" said the new girl.
"what you & me?" captain laughed & asked.
"sorry sir,its Y-OU ming." she said.
"k next,ang mokio" captain called out.

the part-timers there have lots of strange name btw.

wells,apart from jokes,i had the worst working experience at the banquet yesterday. firstly,in the morning till noon,i worked with a group of snobbish pple. whom i thought had worked for long.then the black jackets (captains) asked me to set the tables. i thought it would be so heavy n troublesome to walk in n out of the back area just to collect the trays of utensils for each table,thus i was initiative enough to take a trolley,and collected 3 big trays of utensils,for 3 tables. they were fuckingly heavy. i pushed out......a snobbish girl,from the snobbish group,came n took 2 trays away,n went to set her in-charged tables. i was like wth?! those were for me to set my own tables,but she,just came without asking n took 2 TRAYS for her own tables. so i went in to the back area after just setting one table,to collect the tea cups. again,i thought it would be so troublesome to take 10 by 10,thus i pushed out one tray which contained around 30 tea cups. again,the girl came n took ALL THE TEA CUPS AWAY for her own tables. she was obviously taking advantage of me. so what do i do next? yes,go back to the back area n collect those things again. n i felt like writting my name on the trays,stating that those were FOR MYSELF AND FOR MYSELF ONLY.
for u,"u want,YOU GO TAKE URSELF LA,OR ASK UR SNOBBISH BF TO DO THAT FOR U.its not fair to ask of others what u are not willing to do urself".

i didnt tell her that, as at the point of time,i didnt know what status she've got,n how long she had worked. then throughout the noon,she n her bf ordered me to do this,do that. black jackets asked me to do this,do that. manager ask me to do this,do that. so in the end,i saw myself only the one who did almost everything....full-time staff came in n i told her everything. she laughed n said,"silly girl,those snobbish pple u mentioned are new...they were just transferred in from another hotel. tell them off though they might be more experienced than u,but rem,they have no rights."

so,i was sort of bullied.

in the evening at the wedding event...
this malay girl n i was paired up as partners. we were in-charged of 3 tables. she said she could take 2,thus i took one. hers,13,14. mine 15. have no idea what she did,but table 13 had full of complaints. thus the malay girl told me to exchange with her. so i just took 13 for the night. suddenly,i saw them complaining to the black jackets," your girls took left over food for me." then i knew i was in big big trouble. i just switched with the malay girl without knowing what she did...n obviously,black jacket will think i was the one. he then said to me privately," first _ _ _ _ was being fucked up by them,now me. this table not easy n i dont care! u better give solid service. " was that a threw up or a warning to me? i turned and looked at the malay girl,she was happily serving the other 2 tables,as though nothing had happened.

thus,i knew,i was bullied. she put me into the blame. well done. i just kept quiet throughout the event,held my tears,n dared not say a thing. on the way home,i cried. first the snobbish pple,next the malay girl,then the captains. wad a place to work at...alfie wasnt there to save me as he didnt turn up for work.

-how could this happen to me?