A Nocturnal Reverie

Tuesday, May 02, 20064:15 PM♥

suddenly im freed.i was suppose to perform with my other fellow dancers @ mediacorp for vesak day concert along with wufang students n vincent,their coach but i backout for certain reasons,which only the dancers n my instructors know.they let me go easily,because they had replacements too.so i got it over n done with.everything was super fine not until this childish person came n gave comments i didnt appreciate.n he was someone i didnt even considered "close",thus he should know nothing about me.unfortunately,he loves it his own way,pretending he knows everything.almighty? my foot. let me share what he said. first he said i had no consideration because they had to reorganize everything.i was thinking,"wow! if they all did tt just for me,i must had been an important dancer".but obviously not,because again,we had dancers to fit in my place.an experienced one too.my senior told me,everything was ok.even without me backing out,they will also reorganize..dance is always like that.don tell me just one shot n u can "*clap ur hands!* n say,"thats all".so conclusion for firstly,he dunno anything abt dance.so its kinda obvious here he is not a dancer.

secondly,he kept complaining how much he was hurt physically..n sort of blamed me.ok fine,me again,AS USUAL.i wanted so much to tell him if u cant handle the pain,then quit.stop blaming everyone else ard...is this ur first time performing? so not experienced. then he said he hated me more. what kind of term was tt suppose to mean? u might as well say"i dont friend u". (dumb.super dumb).havent heard such a thing for long..

i may be irresponsible for backing out. but tt was with much consideration,added up with severe reasons.given opinions from my senior n frens..u think i just leave like that? im wiser than u. i just couldnt stay on to perform for this programme..i love dancing,i wudnt do such a thing like that for NOTHING.i didnt want to purposely write a blog to complain about u.aftr all,u are nobody to me.im just unhappy with u alwys thinking that u know exactly eveything,unhappy with u being a big shot,unhappy with u blaming me for almost everything.concentrate on ur own moves n stop being a busybody.u know nothing.get tt in mind.u willl just become a laughing stork to all of the girls if they ever know..cos now,everyone in my dance club know whats with me.for u, its time to improve on n think abt urself. what have u got?i hate to say u...but i hate to hear u always blaming others.hate u to think u are right.u are the last to know. think twice before shooting me. cos u just got shot back,TWICE.

lastly,looking good is not the main factor being successful in life.stop thinking u have got everything,looks,best character..no one is perfect,n u are below imperfect.say all u want...hate me for this entry,but this by right is my blog anyway.