Friday, May 26, 20061:41 AM♥
gon' miss everbody so much (younger bro n parents).im already damn worried abt my parents.dont know if they can take the weather there..dont know if they will call back to report safety.dont know if they will be careful n not forgetful.this couple now adays turning old,forget this forget that.alil blur..further more they arent good at digital cameras. im afraid in the end they would come back with my cam saying "FILE CONTAINS NO IMAGES".then the whole trip will be a lil waste. im kinda sad.i cant live without them.home alone is not fun to play..eat alone,wake up alone,slp alone,talk alone,watch tv alone,laugh n cry alone,face the wall alone.how "nice".4 storeys,one human.everyday they will be the reason i head home with a smile aftr a sucking n tired day.i guess on sat,i will head home with a sigh...............loner im gon' be.nobody to hear my complains..nobody to joke with.im tt kind of person who gets home sick easily..now,i have "parents' sick" already.its not becos im too dependent..its just tt im used to the closeness.n the habit to dine every weekend night.family days.2 weeks sounds short to u,but not to me.lousy me.i hate home alone. :( thus i will stay out as much as i can.
-parents are my reason for everything-