A Nocturnal Reverie

Sunday, May 28, 20063:10 AM♥

first day of home alone.

purposely woke up late so i dont have to bid my parents off a sweet bye n bye. mum called at the airport..remind me this n that. i countered all. 1.40,a v.gd fren of mine came to pick me up for lunch. i appreciated his companion. then went to buy groceries for the rest of the days for home alone. tt fren of mine said i was like preparing for the war. how funny..it really looks like it though. went home,slept again. i have no idea if i was really really tired,or i was just trying to numb myself..probably both. i was fully awake at 7,& bro fetched me for district meeting,a meeting i didnt plan to go initially. but didnt want to let my parents down. so i went. at 10,went to mit dear weihun.went for dinner near jec...n two males (stall tender) were betting loudly over me (not the first time) one bet im still studyg,the other bet im workg.so the first came to me n questioned me. i said,"wrong,im not studying. neither am i working. im studying AND working". n then turned to my food n ate with full concentration. wasnt interested to entertain them. unfortunately,i sat @ e table in front of em..so,didnt enjoy my food. it wud be much nicer without their stares,n giggles over me.

played pool aftr dinner.wasnt on form today.n weihun improved,too much. then again came some funny incidents. weihun heard the guys beside our table uttering words abt me..she told me,"u're aimed". i was like duh.......NOT AGAIN. she further added up that she is already used to it(with a sly smile). then i heard them again,using me as their game bet. loser among them will have to ask for my number. dots. lots of dots. so i prepared. i will just smile in a silly way if they ever approach. indeed,they did. i did my silly smile too..they gave up. i won.

so i analysed with weihun. incidents which happened when we both were out together at the same place,jec kpool.
1). ppl talkg abt me loudly.
2). ppl somehow know me..n were guessing my name,"jossccelin or jaslyn or jasmine ar?"
3).using me as bet.
these are just some major ones.

in the first place y must ppl use me as their bet? short girls aint fun to play with lar......its nice to be short. know why? cos i would NEVER FAIL TO ATTRACT STARES N SMILES. im just like an alien,a dwarf. "how nice". and btw,at this time im blogging,dear weihun is camping at my house to accompany me,but SHE'S STUDYING. epitome of an a level student.

-the entertainer-